When The World Leaves You Behind

IT CAME FROM THE DEAD

It came from the dead
With the mark of a red wicked 6
Photographed vortex
Gave proof of this vile conjuring
Dark spells cast like a heart attack
From a long dead ghost
Mesmerism
Tempted by a night time thrill
Cheated by a scream from a decoy

The ghost finished screaming forgets
Of the haunting for the protest
Metaphysical and insanely perverse
Of the tearing seal of ectoplasm
Of the tearing seal of ectoplasm
Floated then flew away
Jealous of attention from the warm bodied
And free its anger was so agitated
Flying smashed out of the window
It was captured by the infrared scanner
Full terror of what could become
Of this poltergeist lost among us
Seeking nothing but to feel
Thrown by this specter
There’s no escape from the stone

Retribution is in store

Look out!

Zombies!

A Ghost infection of the dead
From the books that some have read
They’re crawling from the hallowed ground
They’re Tearing earth in much abound
The Cemeteries emptied out
The Morgues are silent all throughout
Some are whole, some cut in two
Some are old and some are new
Finally they’re free
As far as we can see
All the living flee
The time has come to be
Zombies!

Those still living run like hell
Careful not to leave a trail
Don’t leave a scent that they can smell
Or they will find you without fail
Not a fortress can withstand
The walking dead severe demands
The hunger fuels them for their greed
For blood and brains is what they need

They’re in the schools and in the malls
They stormed the public conference halls
They spread their fear just like disease
And swarm their hate like killer bees
They’ll eat your guts and eat your brains
They’ll chase you down till you’re insane
They don’t feel peace they don’t feel pain
They only mass for undead reign

dead have come
beat the drum
life has lost
death has won
Zombies. Zombies. Zombies. Zombies.

Close Your Eyes

Where do we go when we are dead?
I don’t know
I’m lying in my bed
And there’s something tapping at my window
I know it’s in my head
The sound of a woman’s voice as she’s softly crying
Now I have a feeling of dread
As my heart beats
Keeping the rhythm of my labored breathing
Coldness creeps into the room
Something is sliding on the floor
This night is quiet as a tomb
Something is pushing on the door
There is something in the house
Something in the house
Something in the house
And I can’t breathe

I don’t believe in ghosts
They’re not real
But the tingling sensation up my spine
A cold chill
A quiet voice outside
My window a wind blows
Across my face it’s out of place
I trace it
Back to the corner of my room
There’s nothing there
Except the strange sensation of a hard glare
Like someone looking at me in anger
Like there’s someone coming at me in anger
And I feel an odd sensation of danger
An ever rising feeling of danger
There’s a hand on my throat
A hand on my throat
A hand on my throat
And I can’t breathe

Windows Close and Doors will Open
Close your eyes
Close your eyes

Something is always watching…

I close my eyes in the dead of the night
But it doesn’t keep the fear out, it doesn’t keep the fear out.

Her Hair Turned Gray

They took her to the murder house on a dare
They told about a family that once lived there
Until the horrid night while they were unaware
Someone came and killed them all then disappeared

The house had stayed abandoned after all these years
Rumors about the things in there have been declared
Tonight the girl is gonna prove that she’s not scared
And with a laugh she kicked the gate while everybody stared

This is what we’ve heard and this is what they say:
Her hair turned gray, the very next day!!!

She stepped into the dusty hall and softly shut the door
A coldness crept inside her spine that wasn’t there before
Walking up the stairs with a compulsion to explore
She went into the bedroom with the stain that’s on the floor

Standing in the middle took a picture of her score
She heard a noise that made her jump and whispered like a roar
She turned her head to see a face a woman filled with scorn
She ran out screaming from the house returning nevermore

This is what we’ve heard and this is what they say:
Her hair turned gray, the very next day!!!

Some things that you see
Can never be unseen

Dragged Down To The Basement

Dragged down the basement kicking and screaming

The modern sense of arrogance you have won’t help you here
That which you are dealing with is greater than you fear
All the signs that you’ve ignored are creeping ever near
You try to drown it out with logic but it ends in tears
A picture falls off the wall
Another light bulb dies
Crying sounds in the hall
Lights flicker, a lamp enlights

It’s so dark where we are
We are so angry
There was so, so much blood
We are so angry

Your modern sense of ignorance won’t help you end the night
The science in the toys you keep will only serve to spite
The darkness of the shadows move just outside your sight
Closing in to catch their prey closing in to bite
Scratch marks inside the door
A cold breeze passes you by
Lost keys found on the floor
A mirror cracks a cat cries

A twisted spine, a broken neck
We are so angry
Forgotten but not forgiven
We are so angry

We asked you to get out
We even tripped your dreams
We muttered in your ear
Now it’s time to scream
We smell your blood like roses
We taste your fear and sweat
Fingernails break their poses
Now we make good our threat

Dragged down to the basement kicking and screaming
and never seen again…

Handgun

Run for cover
Run, run, run
It’s another
Teen with gun
Poor and angry
Young and dumb
Full of vigor
Full of come
Feel his hatred
Like a drum
Locked and loaded
It’s all fun
He’s gonna pull it
He’s gonna pull it
He’s gonna pull it
He’s gonna pull it

Hand Gun
Wild born and full of pride
Hand Gun
Raised on hate and other lies
Hand Gun
Fights to quell the rage inside
Hand Gun
Anger swells and everybody dies

A ghost of hate
Is in his veins
A heavy weight
Held down by chains
He can’t escape
What you sedate
The anger pains
That burn his brain
He can’t relate
The barrel trains
It’s too late
All that remains
He’s gonna pull it
He’s gonna pull it
He’s gonna pull it
He’s gonna pull it!

Now he knows what he wants
And he knows how to get it
A nervous finger on the trigger
The metal makes him feel bigger
Now You know he’s gonna pull it
Now You know he’s gonna pull it!

21CCD

Everyone has an addiction
Everyone I know needs some kind of fixin
Over the counter or injected in the food
Machines will dispense it or a doctor will include
Pills come down like rain
For any kind of ill or any kind of pain
No matter what moral institution
Everyone I know has the same solution
Ahhh, what’s your pick
Ahhh, what’s your fix
Oooh, your minds so thick
Ooooh, the drugs will stick

21st Century Chemical Dependency!

You eat it, you breath it you drink it you stick it
You breed it, you bleed it, but you’ll never ever lick it
The drugs on war is just to kill the poor
While the pigs get rich but their skin still itches
They use the laws to clean their paws
But They’re dirty like the scabs that are bleeding from the stitches
Pills come down like rain
For any kind of ill or any kind of pain
No matter what moral institution
Everyone I know has the same solution
Ahhh, what’s your pick
Ahhh, what’s your fix
Oooh, your minds so thick
Ooooh, the drugs will stick

Side effects may include your life

The ghost of what you were before this
Haunts you in your sleep each night
The ghost of what you were before this
Calls your name but fades each time

She’s So Haunted

She hears noises in the house when there’s nobody home
She hears voices in the other room when she’s all alone
There always seems to be static when she talks on the phone
When she walks into a room you feel the cold to the bone

There’s no explanations
As hard as you may try
With all the investigations
All that you would find

She’s so haunted
You will realize
She’s so haunted
You can see it in her eyes

She wears black all year long no matter what time or day
She is pale as a ghost the sun won’t take it away
She always seems to have shadows even when there’s no shade
When she walks into a room people start feeling afraid

Scratches on the window and marks upon the door
Ashes from the candles and the circle on the floor
Something very old is found and wasn’t there before
Something in the darkness lost to wander evermore

Paranormal Paranoia

The darkness comes and the light divides
Your rights have gone to the other side
You try to make your way but you can’t decide
You try to fake your way but you just can’t hide

Mistakes you made with the takes you trade
You staked the fade but you flaked the raid
Now you bade the days that you played the blade
And you’ve paid up into the dead end knowing all your plans are flayed

Listening to the beating that is coming from your chest
Hoping that somehow your screaming mind will come to rest
Sleep does not come easy when your senses are possessed
You know you’ve gone the wrong way and the darkness is your test
You try to make your way out of this
You try to take your way out of this
You’ve got to make your way out of this
You’ve got to break your way out of this!

Paranormal paranoia!

The night has come and the sun is dead
The moon is howling inside your head
You got to shake the feeling but you just can’t shed
You got to break the reeling of impending dread

You broke the note when you groped the rope
You spoke provoked but you invoked the choke
Now you have woke the cloak that now floats your throat
And now you’re running into a dead end and you’ve losing all hope

Looking back over your shoulder you thought someone was standing there
Looking into the empty space there is movement in the air
Blowing through your fingers now it’s blowing through your hair
A sensation like touching at least that’s what you would swear
You try to make your way out of this
You try to take your way out of this
You’ve got to make your way out of this
You’ve got to break your way out of this!

Bloody Bones

Bloody Bones is gonna getcha!

Mother said to be home before dark
I was having too much fun in the park
Suddenly the streetlights made sparks
A cold wind started blowing and the chill made its mark
With a shiver I turned to head back
Far up the street a shadow turned black
My heart started racing my mind was in a stack
My feet were growing heavy my muscles turned slack
The shadow grew closer, I swear it looked red
It was a block away from home and I heard singing in my head
I looked a round for assistance, but the neighborhood was dead
And the singing grew louder and this is what it said:

Bloody Bones is gonna getcha!

I’m halfway to my house but I’m moving ever slow
The shadow that I flee has turned out to be blood and bones
I hear the wet sounds he makes when his feet hits the stones
Tears are trailing down my face wishing I never left home
Now the sun is completely gone and the moon is shining bright
I’m slowly heading up the stairs and bloody bones is clearly in sight
I’m shaking from the fear and straining to move with all of my might
Thinking of my Mothers words to be home before twilight
A few feet from the door now and I’m slowed by growing dread
Bloody bones is moving faster and I’m barely just ahead
My hand is on the handle but now his hand is on my threads
His singing’s growing ever louder and this is what he says:

Bloody Bones is gonna getcha!

The closer he gets the slower you move
The closer he gets the slower you move
The closer he gets the slower you move
The closer he gets the slower you move

(A coooold wet hand touches my back with a sting
I scream in terror at what the bloody bones may bring
I pull on the door knob and suddenly it flings
And there stands my Mother, surprised by my frightened cling
Bloody bones has disappeared and I safely go to bed
But the singing still rings in my ears and the words that the creature said:

Bloody Bones is gonna getcha!

Now I Drown

In the darkness
In the window
There’s a face I
Realize now
Shadowed logic
In the distance
I remember
How the sun set
On her visage
When I lost grip
On our friendship
Now the fear grips
I am seeing
There before me
That which can’t be
That which can’t be

I’m so sorry I let you down
I am so sorry I let you down
And now I drown

I’m so still and,
I’m so shaking
I’m so cold and
Stare not breaking
Eyes like razors
Cutting through me
I would scream if,
I could move
Back when she was
Still above ground
I had promised
Not to be late
Promise broken
She had ventured
Out alone and
Never to make it never to make it

We Prefer The Shadows

We walk among you, watching, waiting
We talk along with you, listening, laughing
And when we touch you, you feel cold
This is how much you could ever know
We keep on feeding, we never, grow old

We prefer the shadows

Moving through the darkness, calling, falling
Smells of earth and sweet decay, foot steps, echoes
We sleep with marble, granite and wood
We touch your window as we should
There is no going back, if we could

We prefer the shadows

Black birds calling your name
Twisted winds winding through the game
Night falls hard across the plane
Heart beats pulsing like the rain

Leaves and soil and fingers and hearts
Herbs and skin and bottles and parts
Tattered these words on a paper so thin
Nobody knows where death begins

When The World Leaves You Behind

When the world leaves you behind
It will feel like you have run out of time
When the world leaves you behind
It will feel like you are losing your mind

Everything feels changed
Why do I feel so deranged?
Everything feels strange
Everything feels rearranged
Oh no, where did the world go?

Everything feels gray
Everything feels gone away
Feeling so dismayed
Feeling like my life’s decayed
Oh no, where did my world go?

Check me
Can you feel my breath?
Check me
Is my heart still beating?
Check me
Could it be my death?
Check me
Or could I still be
Dreaming?
Trickery Lyrics:

Pie
Feeling, lost again, Knowing, I just don’t belong in this world
Feeling, so angry, Knowing, that I am not one of you.

The Cannibals, of mind control
A peace of me, is torn apart
Now my soul, is in a hole
And Everybody wants to eat a piece of my heart

Lost in a world that is filled with zombies
Trying to be what they see on the tee vee
Everywhere I look I’m surrounded by sheep
I try not to trip cause it gets so deep
And I, can’t, change, you
And you won’t change me
What can I do
When You won’t let me be

Everyone I know is some kind of whore
I’m for sale too that’s what I’m singing for
if there’s no money in it then I’m out the door
I give all I can and you just ask for more
And I, can’t, change, you
And you won’t change me
What can I do
When You won’t let me be

I’m so tired of fighting
I’m so tired of all the dying
When will they stop lying?
I’m just ready to make it, all go away.



Ignorance
Ignorance is the root of all hatred

Hey, hey, hey are you O-KKK little man in your pretty white dress?
Standing on the steps with the sun on your face do you really think that anyone’s impressed?
Blow horn hate at full volume you grace the crowd expounding on your lack of progress
Inside the capitol leaders now touch themselves excited by the words that you press
Everybody does it, not everybody spreads it with a total lack of finesse
Even god expounds it, at least that’s what they teach you with the limited views, they possess
marching in a rhythm that is set by your fathers you believe that your beliefs are the best
down your nose is a long way to look at those you fear and observe and oppress

the dumber you are, the better you feel,
(life is so easy when you don’t have to deal)
the dumber you are, the better you kill
(life is so easy when you don’t know what’s real)
Ignorance is the root of all hatred
I Love You, I Hate You, I Love You, I Hate You…

Rile up the country for another war let's go it's easy when the enemy is queer
Everyone is different there surely they are evil lets kill everyone that’s not, like, here
Build up a support for it get everyone to worship it, give everyone a sense of what, to, fear
Too many atrocities are fueled by this monstrosity that even when it’s painful for them they, will, cheer
planted like a seed it grows until nobody seems to know when it first became a poison so severe
it’s easier to fall in line then try to shift out of the binds that don’t match up with the other cogs that’s in the gears
this fire, we dance with it, even try romancing it, playing with an oven we are sure to get seared
but you better watch your back or you could end up in a sack when you are dancing with a puppeteer

this thing brings me to my knees
Man will find a cure for every disease
But there never will be a cure for this



heaTHEN
Born into a faith that tells you your god is the righteous one
Born into a face that tells you your war is the holy one
Standing in your holy house dipping in the water
Followed like the sheep you are, dancing to the slaughter
Looking down on heathens that would dare to cross your path
Knowing in a blinded faith that they will feel your gods wrath
Here’s the reason that you love and more the reason what you hate
Tolerance is just a word that others say to desecrate
Lucky how you’re born to this:  the universal power
Here you stand above the rest watching in your tower
All the world should bow down to the god that’s in your pages
All the ones that would deny will suffer from god’s rages

And I don’t believe, And I don’t believe
And I can’t receive, What you’re giving to me
I wish I could, But I’m glad that I can’t
Be something that’s good, That stands with your slant
I’m not worthy to go to your heaven
I’m not good enough to meet your god

Sacrifice, sacrifice, nailed unto the timber
To be a better martyr man you really must be limber
To bend the words to fit your path and stay within the facts
Bent so far the straw has come to break the camel’s backs
You will be forgiven for atrocities you commit
You will be awarded for the bodies that you split
No matter how abhorrent the things you do in this life
As long as your god says it’s good then you can wield his knife
Deep inside your blinded faith living is a seed
Telling you that all you follow may not really be
You shake your head declare resolve and scratch it with your tome
But keeping down the truth like that will burn you to the bone

Ah. Ah yi,
ah high livivighvo Embolyow Yebahnay Heylah
Hey Yamdayah Foyah Zehgay Limegah Ovayah
Lime Buhvay Ay VayLie
Dieduhvuhsie Vava Tanguy Whorah
Mondah Vlay I Hay How Lowar
Mondah Vlay Ah Songa Rabbah Hayndor
Bestor Ryme bar Rahbeh Dote de Zymegror
Ahmda Gaylah Dyzar Vriyow



Lies
now when they went to give us a reason,
they based it on the killing season
they were scapegoating every infraction,
rallying up the troops getting’m excited for some action,
and we couldn't see past all the flag waving
all the patriotic hysterical masturbating, and everybody got in line
the colors that weren't running were there keeping us blind

And we, believed the lies
and waved our flags and swore that we would win the fight
And we, now realize
the war that rages on was based on lies
We are fighting a war
That was started by lies

now the cowards that were keeping in power
hide behind their parties and hide inside their towers
and suppress any kind of dissention
with a healthy spoonful of sweet disinformation
and now nobody knows what is true
except for the sons and daughters that we slowly lose
and freedom was never free
and we live on our knees so we can stand on our feet



Fall Apart
Live a life of tatters living one day at a time
Keep above the waters and not get out of line
Doing what they tell me and sticking to the grind
You ever get the feeling that your losing your mind?

I don’t care, What you think of me
I don’t care, What your little brain, perceives
I don’t care, what you think of me just leave me alone
I don’t care, What you do, with, your life
I don’t care, As long as I’m not under your knife
I don’t care, I’m not one of you so leave me alone
I try to make a difference but it falls apart
I try to mend the stitches of my broken heart
But the weight, of the world, on my back has brought it tumbling down

I’m ready to let everything fall apart…

I have tried, To get my life back into line
I have tried, But now I know I’ve run out of time
I have tried I have tried but now the meaning has died.
I have tried, To keep this chaos locked up inside
I have tried, To turn my cheek and let anger slide
Off the back of a worm that is eating me alive

It’s eating me inside
I’m ready to destroy it.



W3
When will we, see the sun again?
When will we, see the son again?

Here we stand like men before a king that rules the crown unjust
The lies he told will bring the blade that falls upon his rule that’s false
Here is his hand (It’s dripping with blood)
Here is his heart (So black and so cold)
Here is his mind (A device of pure evil)
Here is his life (A disease in the making)
Here is my hand, (The great equalizer)
Here is my heart (It bleeds to be free)
Here is my mind (It’s Sharp like the blade it wields)
I’ll give you my life (We’ll take what we need)

We’ll hold a stand against the king that took the land against our trust
We’ll fight against his tyranny and raze his kingdom to it’s knees
Here is his hand (With the blood of the innocent)
Here is his heart (So full of a hatred)
Here is his mind (So black that it’s frightening)
Here is his life (So ripe for the taking)
Here is my hand, (Let it justify the taking)
Here is my heart (It beats ever quickening)
Here is my mind (As clear as the message)
I’ll give you my life (We’ll take what we need)

On the throne sits the crooked king, All his crimes spread before him
We will stand like a mountain, Coming down on his head
And all the kings subjects, Will cower in fear
To them we’ll bring justice, Swift and severe.



Part
I don’t want to be part of you
I don’t want to be what you are
I don’t want to be part of you
I don’t want to be what you are

So sad and decrepit, So obviously stupid
So low and inhuman, So horribly human
You mate with your money, You love all your money
I don’t think it’s funny, That you think it’s so funny
And I just keep running, To avoid from becoming
The thing that you are (And all that you are)
And all that you are (And all that you are)

All that I see, Is people unfree
Marching with glee, To a fascist decree
They follow the cry’s, They follow the lies
Raised without eyes, They don’t realize
And I just keep running, To avoid from becoming
The thing that you are (And all that you are)
And all that you are (And all that you are)

There’s a machine, deep in the scene
And everyone’s a number, that keeps the system clean
And if there’s a error, that breaks with the scheme
Then the error is corrected, by the system regime
110010110000110100010100111100101111
001000110000010000100001110111001111
000100000001110110000111100100011110
00011111111…



Break
Watching and waiting for some little measure
Down in the gutter we wait for our turn
Wretched and cold we are desperate and hungry
Just for a glimmer so bad that it burns
Walking on streets that are worn by your leather
The sunshine must feel good on your delicate hands
Can’t you see the shadows in the corner of your eyes?
Can’t you hear the moaning, the sobbing and the cries?

Why can’t we get one break?
Why can’t we just get one break?
All that we want is to live in the sun
Why won’t you give us a break?

Broken and battered we fight for position
Hoping that someday our chance will arrive
Slipping in the mud we resolve determination
Gripping what’s left with the dream still alive
There you are passing you choose not to notice us
Living in the shadows, trying to stand
Hoping that someone will notice us dying here
Hoping that someone will reach out their hand

Falling, falling, darkness, is calling
Reaching, grabbing, screaming, crawling
Waiting for the day, when we’ll have our say
Falling, falling, falling, falling



Deadly Sally
Here is a tale of torture and revenge
Disguised as a beauty Sally leads us to an end

Once before, she was a beautiful soul
Trusting, innocent, without a hold
got mixed up with an unpleasant fold
Took advantage of her undoubting role
"She lives so perfect," they exclaimed
"Not a crack in her past or a crevice to blame."
"Let's play a trick to teach her pain"
So they devised a plan, to test her refrain
One spooky night, they told her a surprise
Was deep in the woods, in the shape of a prize
A party for Sally that was the guise
So she followed them in, fooled by their lies
"NOW!" said a kid, and on her head threw a sack
Then they tied up her hands in a senseless attack
laughing they fled without once looking back
alone in the woods she wandered in the black
Days went by, Sally unseen
the town got together and searched out in teams
"Out in the ditch!" someone's mom screamed
there was her body, but her head was not seen

Deadly Sally, she's only a head
Poor sweet Sally is back from the dead
Run from her, no matter what is said
For she may kill you as you sleep in your bed

Months went by and Sally’s death was unsolved
The guilty ones tried, but they couldn't evolve
Restlessly they slept due to guilt not dissolved
Waiting in their dreams Sally had this resolve:
"You were my friends, or so you lead me to believe
I'm coming back to kill you for what you did to me."
Then all the children could do nothing but grieve
As Sally came at night with only death to achieve
She glared into their eyes until their bodies were dust
and before they dropped dead Sally laughed with disgust
Her killing went on, as it was her new lust
Now Sally waits to harm those she doesn’t trust
So let this be a message to those who harmed her soul
For she never wanted anything more than to be whole
Sally was an innocent seeking some control
But the evil children laughing left her body in a hole.
Now every night as it starts getting late
Anyone involved in her death will meet their fate
There’s nowhere to hide, for she’ll find you like bait
Finally her revenge is fulfilled by her HATE



WTF?
they say yes and then say no we say WTF?
they say stop and then they go we say WTF?
they say life then vote for death we say WTF?
they say free then vote restraints we say WTF?

hey WTF?
hey WTF?
what is wrong with everybody?
hey WTF?

the world is a river and I'm out of control
someone stole my paddle and I'm losing my hold
my boat is sinking faster than I'm willing to dole
and the rest of you people are there smashing the hole

They say god is love and then they hate, WTF?
they say not to judge and then they grade, WTF?
they say no war then they instigate , WTF?
they say to repent then they berate, WTF?



AXE
Here. I'm standing here. Waiting. For the axe to fall.
Why. Why should I fear? By now I am used to it, let the axe fall.
And I swear. By the times I have clawed. Out of the dark. Let the axe fall.
And here. We all stand here. Waiting for them to, let the axe fall.

Were sick of your shit, were sick of your crimes
Were sick of the spit, you fling in our eyes
Here is my neck, laid out on the deck
Put it on check, and let the axe fall…
…and cut it off.

Fear. Spread by deceit. Spread like disease, let the axe fall
Control. You fight for my soul. Now there's only a hole. Let the axe fall
Fight. Or flight. Just try it and see. And let the axe fall
And We. We all stand here. Were waiting for them to try. Let the axe fall.



Billions For The War
You are not a man (You're just a little boy)
You are not a king (You're just a silly puppet)
Hanging from a string (you do the silly dancing)
All the children scream: “What a funny thing!”

Chasing after butterflies that always get away
Laughing at the children that follow and obey
Don’t you see the faces that are slowly turning grey?
The smell of smoke is rising and the patrons are afraid
Why, do you hate your children?
Why, do you send them to war?
Why, do you feed the greedy?
You take a little more yes you take a little more...

Billions for the war, nothing for the poor

You're just a little boy (you are not a man)
With your little toys (and your little plans)
Crying when you're angry (and screaming when you’re mad)
If you don't get your way: “Then everybody’s bad!”
Playing with the world like it's some kind of a game
When it isn't working right you find someone to blame
Don't you see the faces that are filling up with pain?
The smell of smoke is rising and the patrons are insane

NOTHING!!!



Foold
We got fooled again, Down for another ride
Passed around the windows, For a brand new set of lies
We got fooled again, A trick to kill the poor
Money for the rich, And a way to keep the score
We got fooled again, Believing in our sins
Where did the war begin, Who will stop to win?
We Got Foold Again!
We got fooled again, Taken in by so called friends
There to represent us, Instead they kicked us in the chin
We got fooled again, forgot the mistakes that were made the last time
Our freedom slowly burning and we can’t keep count of all the crimes
We got fooled again, Is everybody in?
Is everybody in because the revolution is ready to begin

Some nationalistic fools, Try to use me like a tool
Try to say that I’m to blame, Because my opinions aren’t the same
They try to pin me to a side, While standing on the rail they try to ride
But I’d rather be here fighting, Then indifferently uniting
And when buildings fell, And everyone was screaming
The first thing I was thinking, Is what did we do to deserve this?
WHAT DID WE DO TO DESERVE THIS?!!

 
The List Lyrics:


1. I.R.T. (interrupted radio trasmission)

(undecipherable musings of an obviously insane nature)



2. The Lucid Dementia Show

Hi, My name, is Lucid Dementia, I'm glad that I metcha but I'd rather I'd eatcha I'm a twisted little monster with too much time on my hands, a chip on my shoulder, grows colder and colder I'm the spirit from beyond in this sick man's head, a puppet delusion, a twisted intrusion here to shine a light on to the human disease: Overpopulation (and it's the...)

You see, it's simple, multiplication: when you have a little something then it's worth a lot, and when you have a lot of something then it's not worth not, and there's lots and lots and lots and lots of humans, and the more the humans, the less they're worth and the less there's land, and the less there's food, then the more they fight, and the more they steal, and the more they cheat, and the more they lie, and the more they rape, and kill, and kill, and kill.... (and it's the...)

pleased to metchoo we are Lucid Dementia
shining a light in the sewer of your culture
and we're laughing at the roaches and we're laughing at the rats
that are growing, growing, growing, growing...
(and it's the...)




3. Creep

it is cheap how we reap
a list so complete
of the many hypocrites
that we cheat (and we cheat)
out of the blood that they fleet
for their greed and elite
that we keep under heat
of the day we'll concede
for the greatest guillotine
that they will meat (oh yes they'll meet)
oh yes, oh yes, oh yes, they will meet...
and we creep...

let the mountian waters seep
into the blood that we keep
of the many hypocrites
that tell it deep, (they tell it deep)
and they wreak when they speak
of the putrid lies they heap
so we treat them like sheep
and count them while they sleep
for the greatest guillotine
that they will meat (oh yes they'll meet)
oh yes, oh yes, oh yes they will meet...
and we creep...

Jump on the scene for the gristentine
pick up the bones of the gristentine
dust for the shadows of the gristentine
the monks on the gallows of the gristentine
scattered into tatters by the gristentine
blood stains splatter for the gristentine
everything shatters for the gristentine
the gristentine, the grinstentine

wouldn't you like to know?
wouldn't you like to see it
wouldn't you like to know?
wouldn't you like to see,
t h e l i s t.




4. Evils Garden

Won't you come and dance with me,
in evil's garden?
Won't you come and walk with me,
in evil's garden?
Won't you come and dance with me,
in evil's garden?
Won't you come and talk with me,
in evil's garden?

Every nation in the human world was born through the fires of violence.
Every god in the human world has been a tool of violence.
Every Generation in the human world, has had its sheep of violence.
And the hateful sheep of the human world teach their children in violence.

This land is my land, and this land is yours.
Stay off of my land, and I'll stand on yours.
This god is my god, and that god is yours.
your god says kill me, my god is yours.

the sheep of hate, will follow
and we live in blood
and we sleep in blood
and we love in blood
and we breed in blood
and we work in blood
and we play in blood
and we pray in blood
and we'll pay in blood
the sheep of hate, will follow

Won't you come and dance with me,
in evil's garden?
Won't you come and walk with me,
in evil's garden?
Won't you come and dance with me,
in evil's garden?
Won't you come make love to me,
in evil's garden?




5. Hush

We're bringing it in
we're watching it spin
we've set out the trap
and now and were starting to grin
we've waited so long
for the game to begin
and now that we're here
we know that we'll win

and every time you try to escape
you bring us in a little closer
and every time you try to run
you pull us in a little closer

we will never let you go

(Hush little baby don't you cry
Momma's gonna buy you a brand new lie)

we've rattled the bones
and scattered the sticks
we've shattered the tatters
and we've circled the picks
the cards have been dealt
and the signs have been licked
we drank from the river
now we're sick sick sick.

And everytime we try to escape
you bring us in a little closer
And everytime we try to be free
you pull us in a little closer

You will never let us go.

(Hush little baby don't you cry
Momma's gonna buy you a brand new lie)

now everybodies twisted everybodies twisted
twisted twisted
twisted twisted

and every time you try to escape
you bring us in a little closer
and every time you try to run
you pull us in a little closer

we will never let you go...




5. Controlled

Don't be controlled by the people around you,
(They'll take away your soul)
(They'll take away your energy)
Don't let control be the prison that bounds you,
(They'll take away your hold)
(They'll take away reality)

And Oh! You'll just give it all away!
(quick blade)
And Oh! You just gave it all away!
(Don't say:)
("You'll stay.")
(You'll stay!)

Oh! They'll just take it all away!
(Your say)
And Oh! They just take it all away!
(You'll stay)
(away)
(Away!)

And Oh! They just make you one of them!
(obey)
And Oh! They just made you one of them!
(Your paid)
(obey)
(Obey)

deep in dreams where you were free,
a single bird that flew in peace,
and sang the song that dead birds sing,
about the day you clipped your wings
and rang the bells of memories
of jezebels and broken rings,
and bleeding from the insect stings,
you hid yourself inside this thing...




6. I let it go

lost on a highway
lost on an in between road
feeling forsaken
feeling like a tale untold
A tale filled with darkness
A tale that will leave you cold
with too many pages
for the binding to hold

used like a shovel
to bury an unmarked grave
thrown to the ground
thrown to rust in the rain
will I ever be found
will I ever be free from this pain
soiled and discarded
to be found but to never be saved

I let it go
(but the anger is rising)
I let it go
(as they watch you bleed)
I let it go
(everyday they use you)
I let it go
(you will never break free)

twisting like a wire
I am scorned
feeling in the darkness
pricking my finger on a thorn
losing all feeling
forgetting where the pain did start
the fires growing higher
burning a hole in my heart

I am not your little girl
I am not your precious thing
I am not your dainty flower
I am full of strength and power



7. When

sickness like a blister she was stolden all away
gone without a goodbye she was gone without a trace
and we searched into the thicket and we searched into the streets
and we searched into the ditches and the valleys and the streams.
we put up all the posters and we sent out the alert
in hopes that with a little luck we'll find the girl unhurt
but the minutes turned to hours and the hours turned to days
and the night turned into darkness and our hope began to fade
and we cried and we cried that she'd crawl out of the hole
and we tried and we tried that she'd crawl out of the hole
and we screamed and we sighed that she'd crawl out of the hole
by some miracle design that she'd crawl out of the hole
and every second she's not found and every second that she's gone
the night is growing darker and the parents sing this song:

when will you, come home?
Breaking down, Breaking down...

Somewhere in the darkness there's a vessel of despair
for all the pain he's brought this world won't leave him in repair
gone is any hope for peace his
consciousness will tear
like a coat that's made of molten lead his guiltiness will wear
Innocence you've broken with you're dirty dirty hands
The beauty that you covet is made ugly by your hands
in your reflected image is not that of a mans
you're a sick and twisted bastard and the blood is on your hands
and we cried and we cried that she'd crawl out of the hole
and we tried and we tried that she'd crawl out of the hole
and we screamed and we sighed that she'd crawl out of the hole
by some miracle design that she'd crawl out of the hole
and every second she's not found and every second gone
the night is growing darker and the parents sing this song:




8. Living In Hell

You live in a prison
working all week long
to support the metrics
knowing somethings wrong
where will your life go
living in a cage
trying to get one last credit
holding down the rage
this will be the last time
you tell yourself
this will be the last time
living in hell

Now your living, in hell.

machine clicks wake up
machine clicks work
machine clicks go home
machine clicks sleep
and when you dream
you dream of machines
getting you ready
for the next scene
this will be the last day
you tell yourself
this will be the last day
living in hell

someday you'll wake up
and look back in time
and all the achievements
and wonder why
you lived like a robot
keeping with the plan
following in the footsteps
now lost in the sand
this will be the last time
you tell yourself
this will be the last time
living hell.




9. Queer

Do you like what you see?
or does the sight of me make you angry?
And yes, I know I'm a freak
but the anger you feel is the mirror you see.
Do you think you are free?
Do you think you can leave?
wouldn't you be happy, wouldn't you be happy?
everybodies happy, when I bleed.

And I am just a queer to you now? (isn't it what, you wanted to see?)
And I am just a queer to you now? (to go to a show, and laugh at the freaks)

I know that I'm not shit.
thats why I keep, drinking your spit
and working hard, to stay in this pit, and
kneeling to the bourgeois in spite of it.
And I know, not all humans are bad, but
most of you bastards make me sad, And,
I am a freak, and, I am the freak
you ever get the feeling that, you've been had?

I am a mirror.
I reflect what YOU are.
Now point and laugh
Just as they tell you to do.

Now point and laugh,
Just as they tell you to do.




10. I Don't Belong

too many faces staring at me
too many places, I don't recognize
too many twists and turns in this city
it makes me feel so paralyzed
I try to look for answers in the
many signs I try to read
but all I find are dead end alleys
that never tell me what I need.
Everyday it's indecision
everyday I try to hide,
from this world of mass confusion
and in my head it screams inside

I don't belong here...

I must have taken a wrong turn somewhere
I must have made a bad decision
I must have wronged some grand committee
and now I have this deep incision
I try to get my head together
I try to pull my face on tight
the string was made of broken leather
I got so sick I thought I'd die
Everyday it's indecision
everyday I try to hide,
from this world of mass confusion
and in my head it screams inside

Let me out.

Everyday it's indecision
everyday I try to hide,
from this world of mass confusion
and in my head it screams inside




11. F.U.T.

Everyone I know, hates to show, what's inside of them.
Everyone I know, wants me to show, what's inside of me. (and I see...)
Everybodies got this fucked up thing
Everybodies got this fucked up thing
Everybodies got...
Everybodies got...
Everybodies got, this fucked, up, thing.

She, said, that, the middle of the road, was the best place to go, cause she didn't want to be the one to cause a problem, didn't want to be the one to bring attention.
She, said, that, when she was a child her father beat her, taught her to stay in the darkened corners, taught to be silent to avoid the punishment.
I, tried, to, show her how the world could be filled with love if she opened up her heart to the slings and arrows, opened up her heart to love I'd known.
She, said, that, she'd never open up to the concept love, her heart was stainless steel, and she would never let me in, no she would never let me in and...

I've, tried, to, forget the memories of my youth, forget the sick and twisted things that occurred by the hands of ones that would hate my innocence.
I've, tried, to, bury the thoughts of the times I was caught and put through the motions of torture and embarrassment, run though the ringer of childhood trauma.
I've, learned, that, to stay in the middle is worse than death, to stay in the middle is a silent prison I had to get out, I had to get out.
I try, and I try, to repress, what's inside, and I'll never let you in, no I'll , never let you in, no I'll never let you in, and...




12. The Dirtiest Word


(Beka Beh Vox on "Dirtiest Word": Andrew Sega of "Alpha Conpiracy")

The dirtiest word that we ever heard,
came out of the mouth, of a dirty bird
causing, kingdoms to collapse
and races to burn
It was the dirtiest word that we ever heard.

...the dirtiest word that we ever heard,
...the dirtiest word that we ever heard,
...the dirtiest word that we ever heard,
is G**, is G**

now let me be, perfectly clear,
the power of this word, is extremely queer,
from far away, or very near
it's the dirtiest word you could ever hear
hypocrites and liars, wield it like fire
to control the sheep, to control the hurd
people get mad, the pressure grows higher
it's the dirtiest word that we ever heard

it's the perfect toolx8

It was the diriest word that we ever heard.
Song For Newborn Lyrics:



Song For Newborn

Born into this world
raised by amerikan gods
taught what was right and wrong
and we were wronged by the right
we were wronged by the right
what was wrong
something wrong with the right?

bowed down to the holiest of symbols
the all powerful double slashed "S"
and we prayed to this god
we pray to this god
and we pray, and we pray, and we prey...

Angel,
you were never innocent
you're birth was not a victimless crime
you were never innocent
Angel...
s/n: ATE4-9VZ2-3K7S-YF4Y
raised on the blood of the weak
standing on the shoulders of the poor
(walked) proud throughout the *** stained stores
and should we feel so ashamed?
we should feel so ashamed
but the hatred has been deeply ingrained

and the fear we were taught is now a weapon, we wield it like the greatest gift
and we wait for the day
and we wait for the day
and we wait, and we wait, and we wait...

Angel...
You were never innocent
you're birth was not a victimless crime
you were never innocent
Angel...
You were never innocent
you're wings have turned to barbed wire
you were never, ever, never, ever innocent
Twisted Lyrics:




TWISTED

everybody's twisted
so twisted
everybody's twisted
byyyyyy your name!

Those that have been listed
don't listen
those that have been listed
fry their brains

Chosen are the fisted
enlisted
chosen are the fisted
in the game

If you want to trist it
you can kiss it
if you want to trist it
go insane

Broken in the casket
by the basket
crept into a casket
and stole the rang

Working like a piston
I sweat it
Working like a piston
in a train

Now we go ballistic
it's a mystic
way to go ballistic
try in vain



Wrazor Wrist Grrl

Wrazor Wrist grrl is mad at the wrrld
if she can't win then she'll fight within
falling on the floor leaving blood on the door
fingernail slash she gets by in a flash

Wrazor Wrist Grrl
Mad at the Wrrld

Wrazor Wrist Grrl where the blade is a pearl
cuts out the shame when she cuts out the pain
Daddy gets a kiss cause daddys got a fist
(don't)keep it inside girrl its the best place to hide

Wrazor Wrist Grrl give it a Whirl!
drugs in yer brain cause they call you insane
hiding in the haze grrl yer going through a faze
dazing on the dust of your present state of trust thrust

cut it out.



Tailbone

I know, who robbed the grave in Dallas

His love... stronger than the earth could hold
His love... did not mind the autumn cold
His love... dug into a deeper hole
His love... died into a deeper fold

Her love... not a sound did she make
Her love... from the grave her body take
Her love... deep into the bone it break
Her love... enough to make the shovel shake

tailbone...



Truth

Truth
will kill
will kill you
will kill your God

I see that your gods nailed up to the $
what kind of faith bows down to the $
who will save your soul with the $
what hole do you fill in your spirit with the $

Cadillac temple to worship the $
fight your wars and kill for the $
schools and churches devoted to the $
woncha give me a little of your $

Truth will kill your god



Chip on my shoulder

I gotta a chip on my shoulder

hate is a word for a dead bird
too many wings and nobody sings
and it grows and grows and grows
dead bird, dead bird...

shotgun child, bred to be wild
brought up to fast to slide on the glass
and it grows and grows and grows
up wild, up wild...

bred on a whim, born to the pain, breeding in the focus of a shotgun reign.



Heroin grin

heroin grin.... i know where shes been!

Honey comes home with a look in her eye
wherve you been?
out dancing with a pin,
dancing with a pin that makes me spin, spin, spin...
honey says she loves me and she heads out the door
where ya goin?
out to the store, looking for the main line looking for more

she has a heroin grin
i know where shes been

Honeys been gone for a week or two
wherve you been?
dancing with a pin
dancing with a pin that makes her spin, spin, spin....
Honey seems so far away, so far away from me
where did she go?
I don't know!
looking for the mainline looking for more!

Hey baby where ya been?
whats that stone now you where on yer chin
six feet diggin you down, down, down....
little rabbit, little rabbit let me in....



Strange kiss

i'm not cool
i'm just weird

kiss me on the mouth again your blood is better than wine.
and its so,
oh well...

you look at me like i'm an idiot
(i am)
you make me feel like an invalid
(i am)
or you ignore me like i'm not there
(i am)
when did i become invisible?
(i am)
yes, i am a freak
(oh well)
i am weird
yes, i am a creep
i am weird
i guess i am a mutant

you be the judge
you be the jury
i am so guilty
i'm caught red handed
caught red handed

strange...
wouldn't want to be you
i would hate to be you...



Cannibal

God damn let's go!

to be a good mother
to be a good father
you have to be a cannibal
to procreate
in a world you hate
you have to be a cannibal

oh, sly sister,
whats the matter with your soul
no, bad brother,
your diggin yourself in a hole
hey, big mama,
whatcha got cookin down there?
say, down papa,
why do you like it rare?

oh, sly sister,
where ya gonna be when its cold?
no, bad brother,
who's gonna care when yer old
hey, big mama,
yours'll be an animal
so, down papa,
why do you raise the toll?



Human waste

do you see the constant reaction
do you see the hate?
do you see the instant infraction,
do you see the pain?

human waste

do you feel the dying races
do you fate?
do you feel the lying faces
do you fear the day?

and the plate is set before you
this world has taught you the acquired taste
dig into the flesh you inherit
and swallow this human waste
are you hungry?
cannibal.



Sorry Misery

broke apart by the thought of the size of the load, and you go and you show that you know that the bone is a part of a one of a part, of a whole, and you try to be smart but it all falls apart and the ones that you know know that you don't know anymore then you thought that you thought you could know and try to escape from yourself in this hole, but yer cold, and yer cold, and yer cold, and yer cold...

your hole is a sorry misery
your hole is a sorry mess
your hole is a sorry misery
a sorry misery

there's a thought in my head and i try to keep it down but the sound of the thought tries to drown, tries to drown, and i swim and i swim but the flood gate begins to part out the flood of my blood of my blood, and i try and i try to repress what's inside but color that i shine is the skin that i ride and the guilt and the shame to this feeling that remains that i'm cold, and i'm cold, and i'm cold, and i'm cold...

the wanting in my head
the needing in your bed
the flaunting of your fate
the sickness of your hate
my time has run out
your time has run out...